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kmangel -> RE: Confused and looking for thoughts (4/17/2008 5:39:02 PM)
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Years ago, long before I became a Christian, I went through a year long study with Jehovah's Witnesses. I, like you, heard some things that made sense to me and they seemed genuinely interested in me. I was a new mother, at home with my son, and lonely. My husband, not a Christian either, did not discourage me from talking to the JW's, but he wouldn't talk to them either. I was not yet a believer, I was still a seeker, but God was impressing on me that whatever choice I made, He wanted my husband to support my choice and my husband's reaction (not wishing to talk to them) resonated in my heart. I told them at the end of a year that I could not do something (join their group) if my husband didn't want to join, too. I remember praying in those days that God show me what He wanted me to do because I really wanted to do the right thing. I never got any confirmation that He wanted me to pursue being a Jehovah's Witness. It was 17 years later that I became a Christian. What I recommend you do is come to an understanding of Who Jesus is and Why He came to live and die. I later, as a Christian, came to realize that what I was looking for back in the days when I was doing my Bible study with the Jehovah's Witnesses was right there before me as a Christian. I had a lot of misinformation about God and Jesus floating around in my brain. God set to removing the misinformation and teaching me His truth once I became a Christian. Some of what I learned in those days with the JW's still makes sense in some ways, but I've been able to filter out the teachings that don't mesh with what I now believe.
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