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kj88il -> RE: Shifting Gears with Kimberly (5/27/2008 11:29:04 PM)
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well, y'all...looks like i may joining the ranks in a new job search. went to my orthopedist again today. got another cortisone injection...around my patellar tendon (runs straight down from your knee cap). good thing about cortisone...has a numbing effect. walked out feeling pretty darn good. bad thing about cortisone...the first 24-48 hours take a nosedive...pain gets worse before it gets better. soooooo...popped more pain pills. see....that's why i'm so late checking-in here. the pills make me all.... oh.......sorry...uh...dopey. yeah...they make me dopey. [&:] if i don't see a marked improvement by friday, he may do another MRI...to compare to the one i had done in FEB. unfortunately...i just plain have 'BAD' knees. have had. will have. [&o] on a humorous note, tho....last week doc was all 'oh...you're the prettiest truck driver...blah blah blah". today........'do you need a stronger pain pill? are you not sleeping?" i just roared!!! YES!!! I MEAN...NO, I'M NOT SLEEPING. BUT NO...I DON'T WANT ANYTHING STRONGER. BUT IT SHOWS DOESN'T IT? I'M JUST SO TIIIIIIIIIRRRRRREEEEEEDDDDDD OF THIS!!!!! he didn't stick around to just chat today. heehee i just don't know what i'm supposed to do. i keep telling myself i'm exercising my faith here. but then i just want to cry. can't i have just ONE little sign? i haven't had a paycheck in 2 weeks...and i won't have one this week, either. or next week. i put in for my STIP (short-term income protection...basically s/t disability). pray they approve it. tomorrow i'm gonna call my work comp case nurse and see if she thinks i can put this back under work comp...since it was that injury (at a customer site) in JAN that brought all this on. i just foresee red tape and legal fees i could never afford. and i JUST wanted to scream this afternoon when my daughter was telling me how much money she's making (as a free-lance babysitter in chicago). the whole time she talked, i had pictures of grocery bills, and toys, and clothes, and shoes, and skating lessons, and trips to disney, and cell phone bills, and expensive dinners in chicago, and... of course, you know i'm joking, but still... i'm really struggling here. well..........aren't i just the happy little pill-happy camper tonight? it's almost time...maybe i should take another pill and collapse into bed. too much whining gives me (and you) a headache. [:@] thanks for listening, y'all. [:)]
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