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TorchHeart -> RE: PRAYER FOR EVERYONE ON THIS FORUM (7/29/2008 4:02:39 PM)
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Lord, please pray for me.... a sinner. For a while now, I've called out to you. My problems are a result of my own actions. The hurt I've caused is because of my own insecurity. And I even admit, my prayers are partially due to my own selfishness and brought about by my own pain. But Lord, please, I ask that you ease this burdon upon me and restore what I once had and who I once was. A friend of mine told me that you work in your own time and to just give you a chance to show yourself to me. I ask, Lord, that this time be soon. Because my heart can't handle this, anymore. You know the prayers that have come from my heart. I know that I am but a creature and the lowest of your people, but I AM your's, and meakly and wearily I ask you to please answer them, if it be according to your perfect will. Lord, I pray to you for someone who is very special to me. My friend, Lara, has had a difficult past 11 years. Trouble, heartaches, stryfe, and two children in tow. Please grant her the life and the love that she truly DOES deserve. Even if that doesn't include me being in it at all. She has always been a far more faithful servant of your's. She belongs here with these other people more than I do. After what she's gone through, please give her the love she deserves from someone who CAN give that to her, and REAL friends who won't hurt her, or act childishly, or who can make her feel good. Give her a REAL hero for when she needs it. Let her dreams finally come true, because she's had her share that haven't even come close. I want you to answer my prayers, God. But, for once, I realize that they should come second. Answer those for her, frist. I praise you, God, for all you've given me, especially for this one particular friend. I'm sorry, God. I feel like I am the worst thing to ever come into her life. I've failed as a friend to her, and I've failed as everything else. I can't help but love her, God. And I am truly sorry for that. I love you, God, and I ask this in the name of Jesus Christ the Savior, whom I also love.
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